Anonymous asked: its complicated, i am seeing close friends but i need to be able to be by myself without feeling like shit.
all i can say to you i that i understand exactly how your feeling and feelings like yours dont go away easy. it sounds obvious and annoyingly cliche but it does just take time, takes time to get used to the way things are and it will take time to slowly stop feeling like this. but talking from experience these horrible sad feelings your having will go away, it doesnt feel like it but they will. a wise person once told me emotions drop and fly high and iif they do drop like they are now they will fly high again. it often takes a lot longer than you thought it would but dont give up. dont give up on thinking you can be happy because you will be happy again. thats a fact, just try to pick out the good things in life and focus on them. focusing on the bad things will only make you feel like rubbish. sitting and doing nothing or listening to sad music will make it worse. do things you love doing and bit by bit you will start to feel better. it will be ok